Is there really any point in having friends when all they do is stab you in the back? I've tried to make friends but it seems pointless now cause no matter how i try they seem to think i'm some weirdo. I feel as if a friend whose name shall not be mentioned Stabbed me in the back. This was a while ago i just haven't spent the time to post it. I sent her a pretty good sized message. ASking her if she wanted to come over or hang out. Asked how she was doing and ya know what the hell i got?!? I got two words two fricking words. "No, Sorry" That just friggin hurts that she couldn't put more things into it. WEll it still hurts i mean were like best friends. I tried to spent time with her after i moved but it was always i'm busy or i'm gonna go hang out with everyone else. Well Thank you for contributing to my current depressional state! Another friend i finally stopped hanging out with cause she would always be mean to me, and not really care how i feel. I mean i try to be nice and ask how she is doing. I wouldn't mind if she at least said happy birthday to me. Instead she was kinda rude and mean... I mean i was nice on her birthday can't she at least repay that? Am i truly a magnet for bad friends or no friends at all? All i want is a friend who won't betray me and share common intrests. IS that too hard to ask for! I'm losing intrest in everything. I never get any alone time! I've just about had it with people in genearal. Lately i just pull myself deeper into my imagnination to escape. I mean i can't join sports cause of my allergies, I'm not that smart to join the german honors society, They have no art club. I'm trying out for district chorus and i bet i'll miss the audition or i'm told that i'm a horrible singer...